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InsinuationIs this what you dreamt of  You and him walking near that place  I followed you home last night  and left him a pool of regret   
This is not how things are supposed to be,  your choices ending up with him,  Not me.  This is not what happens in this story  You can run and hide but  I'll find you and show you me.   
I can see your sillhoutte in the window  I would love to be there  So i cant stop this stare  Would you like to make this right again  I know its not my fault but i can't help feeling like this   
Its this four letter lie that is chaining me d Insinuation
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Don't say it, again.So is it over now  are these the last moments  you're spending with me  Call me lover now  And make a promise to me  that you're willing to keep   
They watch us together  but they'll never understand  what we're meant to be   
Im begging you to stay  Im waiting for you jsut to say  I love you  I dont want you to go,  please dont let me fall,  back to me   
Hold me closer now,  Can you feel,  my heart breaking.  I watch you leaving now  Dont turn around  I dont want you to see me die   
They see us together,  I kno Don't say it, again.
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End Thisim sick of this misery  always creeping up on me  it would be midnight and i'd wake up  in a cold sweat wondering  why the hell you're not here with me   
i wish i could steal you away  run away far from here  to a place where only we would be  alone with complete serenity  i'd pick you up and never let you down  i'd hold you close and never see  anything but your face   
im tired of the wallowing  
killing me slowly like some sort of disease  i wish i had an answer  
as to what to do with myself  but it seems the only cure would be  
to get away fr End This
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HorizonI can only turn and look far into the distance.  It should have been shouldn't it, It's a shame that we couldn't, make it to the horizon.  The suffering that we experience on our road to the sky has finally ended.  The scene finally ended. I wish you the best of luck when you meet someone better on  
the remaining road.   
You'd be better, go with him.  I'm willing to understand, that it would only be colorless if we stayed together.  I understand the reason for you to say goodbye.   
No matter how much it hurts, I'm going to withstand the pain. I can't stop you since you've decided to leave. Horizon
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Loneliness for the Lonely

Mon Jul 16, 2007, 4:50 AM
Here I am,
There she is,
Away, Away.

I can't do much about that, though.
But I'm not stopping me.
I need to be with her, because she completes me.
But She is not stopping me.
I need to be free from this place, or it will be my grave.
But this location is not holding me.
I need to rest these weary eyes, for university calls in the morning.
Yet I am drawn to write for the readers,
Speak to the listeners,
Listen to the speakers,
and willingly put out of their misery, anyone who wishes to keep me from seeing the one person that means everything to me.

I love you.

Even though you might never read this.

I love you none the less.

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  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: the Static of an empty mind
  • Reading: digital font on an LCD screen
  • Watching: The cursor, darting back and forth
  • Playing: a game called God Complex
  • Eating: nothing for the past 3 days
  • Drinking: the molecules of hydrogen in the mixture

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  • Current Residence: Tumut, NSW, Australia
  • Interests: Poetry, Psuedo-Intellectualism, Introversion, MMORPGs, Indie Composers, Lyricists.
  • Favourite movie: Letters from Iwo Jima, Children of Men, anything insinuating armageddon
  • Favourite band or musician: Taking Back Sunday, A Static Lullaby, Silverstein
  • Favourite genre of music: Post-Hardcore, Emo, Punk
  • Favourite style of art: Photomanipulation, Impressionism, Expressionism
  • Operating System: Windows Vista Home Premium
  • Favourite game: Anarchy Online, Ninja Gaiden
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC, XBOX, GBA
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kurosaki Ichigo, Takumi Fujiwara, D the Dunpeel.
  • Personal Quote: "He who has Hope, has Everything."
  • Tools of the Trade: Anything that can be scratched on to form letters of the alphabet, words, sentences and paragraphs

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Mood: Amazed ~the-samantha-ashlee Jul 9, 2008, 11:57:12 PM
Hii there! ^_^'
Don't know if you remember me or not, but i'm Samantha-Ashlee. I used to live in Tumut, New South Wales...? Just thought i'd say hello and find out how you're going.
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Samii.

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In her smile & in her soul & the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem like its gonna be ok...Great Romances Of The 20th Century
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~ObliviousPandemonium Nov 24, 2006, 3:10:36 AM
Thank You,
I'll be sure to make the most of my time here.

:)

--
My knee is still shaking, like I was twelve,
Sneaking out of the classroom, by the back door.
A man railed at me twice though, but I didn't care.
Waiting is wasting for people like me.
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